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just friends sucks.
it sucks even more when it's not because he doesn't like me... it's because he likes someone else more.
and he wants to be with her in the long run.
because i am leaving in a few months and he doesn't want the long distance thing.
sigh.
it would have fallen apart eventually if we tried to keep it going anyway.
we have different views on important things.
and the timing issue.
and he likes her.
but i guess it's nice to know that i'm able to have feelings for someone again.
and that i am able to feel comfortable with another person.
even if it was just for a short time.
even if it did hurt a little bit to end it.
it was nice while it lasted.
it sucks even more when it's not because he doesn't like me... it's because he likes someone else more.
and he wants to be with her in the long run.
because i am leaving in a few months and he doesn't want the long distance thing.
sigh.
it would have fallen apart eventually if we tried to keep it going anyway.
we have different views on important things.
and the timing issue.
and he likes her.
but i guess it's nice to know that i'm able to have feelings for someone again.
and that i am able to feel comfortable with another person.
even if it was just for a short time.
even if it did hurt a little bit to end it.
it was nice while it lasted.