I smell like smoke.
Well tonight was fun, I went to a bonfire on the beach with Mike and his friends, it was big and fun and even though most people were drunk it was a blast. Life has been so great since school ended, I cannot stress enough how drastically better I feel about everything. Retrospectively (love the big words, EH) I think my school year was pants. rotten, horrible, the worse ever. But now, now there is no angst or sadness or whatever, there is just happiness to be alive.
Now back in the day I would listen to these happy people and think what the hell is wrong with this hippie losers? Life sucks, everyone is mean and I am going down the drain why are they so jesus happy? but now I did something (yet to find out exactly what it was, proberly the fact that I'm no longer in Art class where I was forced to use my nonexistent art skills and draw shoes while sitting in front of someone whom I despise yet was infatuated with) and I understand both sides of the spectrum; why life rules and why life sucks. Im no life guru yet though.
Anyway camp next week! It's going to be sad leaving my family for six weeks, but I think I will enjoy my time in Gaugetown. Feeling as high on life as I am, I'm not going to let no jerk or snot ruin my time, or lack of showers.
Oh I love the summer. Lazing around, waking up at 4:00pm, tanning outside with no stress at all, days spent in front of my emulator, hell even working is fun. Because I get paid.
ONCE I ROLLED DOWN A HILL IN A TIRE ON CAMERA, AND I WAS THE ONLY GIRL. IN MY SCHOOL. NO JOKE.
Now back in the day I would listen to these happy people and think what the hell is wrong with this hippie losers? Life sucks, everyone is mean and I am going down the drain why are they so jesus happy? but now I did something (yet to find out exactly what it was, proberly the fact that I'm no longer in Art class where I was forced to use my nonexistent art skills and draw shoes while sitting in front of someone whom I despise yet was infatuated with) and I understand both sides of the spectrum; why life rules and why life sucks. Im no life guru yet though.
Anyway camp next week! It's going to be sad leaving my family for six weeks, but I think I will enjoy my time in Gaugetown. Feeling as high on life as I am, I'm not going to let no jerk or snot ruin my time, or lack of showers.
Oh I love the summer. Lazing around, waking up at 4:00pm, tanning outside with no stress at all, days spent in front of my emulator, hell even working is fun. Because I get paid.
ONCE I ROLLED DOWN A HILL IN A TIRE ON CAMERA, AND I WAS THE ONLY GIRL. IN MY SCHOOL. NO JOKE.