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Jan 11, 2009 02:42

Apparently my inspiration is fickle. As soon as I have something I need inspiration for, with even a vague deadline attached, I have no idea what I'm doing whatsoever and feel like procrastinating as much as possible. When I have nothing to do, I could do the most creative things in the history of my life, but as I have nothing to do with that inspiration, let it sit until I need it... and then it disappears.

Such is right now - I have things to write and lots of jewelry to make, which are good things that I like doing, except my brain goes "OH CRAP SOMETHING I NEED TO DO?! NO, CLEARLY IT'S TIME FOR LOOKING AT RANDOM THINGS ONLINE FOR HOURS AND HOURS, OR CLEANING OUT FROM UNDER THE DESK, OR GETTING INESCAPABLY TIRED AND THEN OVERCAFFEINATING YOURSELF SO YOU HAVE A CAFFEINE!HANGOVER THE FOLLOWING DAY! YES! BECAUSE DOING THINGS YOU NEED TO DO IS BAD!" and thus that stuff happens and then I notice it and procrastinatingly post an LJ entry about how I procrastinate too much once all other forms of procrastination have failed me.

In other news, no bad things are going down thus far, parents are alive, I met one of my sisters' friends who was not hugely annoying, I can play Medium songs on Guitar Hero without sucking (usually), I have increased my caffeine addiction to level ten, and Luna has become bathroom!cat for some unfathomable reason.

inspiration is a fickle thing, sometimes i make things, sometimes i actually write stuff, rambling, random

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