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Sometimes, people make me smile.
It could be something they say, post, do, whatever - but it makes me happy, in the sort of way that it comes back to me hours later, and still makes me grin like a sillyface, completely giddy. And I usually want to tell the person that said/did whatever it was that they made me smile... but then I realize that most people don't think the way I do, and that my saying that could come across as creepy, weird, or annoying (depending on who it is), and then I don't say anything at all.
And then I worry, instead, about what if something happens to that person, and I never told them they make me smile? Which then leads me into thinking about all the people who make me smile who I don't tell, and about all of them spontaneously dying / disappearing / etc...
I don't know. This is annoying.
In other news, the internet is working again.
It could be something they say, post, do, whatever - but it makes me happy, in the sort of way that it comes back to me hours later, and still makes me grin like a sillyface, completely giddy. And I usually want to tell the person that said/did whatever it was that they made me smile... but then I realize that most people don't think the way I do, and that my saying that could come across as creepy, weird, or annoying (depending on who it is), and then I don't say anything at all.
And then I worry, instead, about what if something happens to that person, and I never told them they make me smile? Which then leads me into thinking about all the people who make me smile who I don't tell, and about all of them spontaneously dying / disappearing / etc...
I don't know. This is annoying.
In other news, the internet is working again.