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A few Bad Things to note:
- Having stomach cramps of epic DOOM today and last night, the sort where they fade out a little for awhile, and you almost don't realize it when they come back until you realize every muscle in your body is tensed to the point where you're shaking (and your toes are cramping!), and then it's impossible to relax 'cause it hurts so bad... and then they fade again and the process repeats overandover. All last night (from like 7pm onwards) and all day today. D:
- Luna keeps throwing up every night (well technically it's morning since it's around 2/3am). In my room, when I'm either sleeping or about to fall asleep, making me wake up and flail and make sure he's not throwing up on any objects (because in his not-that-old-age, he's decided that he's not going to make efforts to avoid puking on things - the things will have to be moved or made gross) and try to get him into the hall where there is hard floor so as to make cleaning easier. Which means that I am pumped full of adrenaline by the time the ordeal is over, and then can't fall back to sleep for hours. And then sometimes it starts over. And I can't just, like, keep him out of the room, because he refuses to go out in the living room / rest of the house while the lights are out. Meaning I have to keep him 'till dawn, then he might not even stay out, so I was up until 8am this morning.
And people wonder why I end up sleeping 'till noon. D: - As a result of the aforementioned, I am fairly epically spacey today. Like, a lot. I spent the first half hour of my day trying to find glasses that were on my head. NO LIE. Then there was me starting laundry, and forgetting to fold a load that I totally planned to fold... feeding the dog late because I forgot it was 4 (even though at the same time I totally knew what time it was, 'cause I'd just commented on how the day was going fast), and in general just failing pretty bad.
- I'm dreading tomorrow already - does that make me a terrible person? My mom's day off where there is nothing to do early, and I'm dreading it? Because I know she's going to go all housework-Nazi on me, and there will probably be yelling at me going on, and if I feel anything like I do today, I'm probably going to just curl up in my room and hope she doesn't come after me. I always hope Wednesdays are going to be really nice - spending time with my momma has the potential for being super-awesome - but it just never seems to happen that way. Woe!
- Knee hurts more than usual, grr.
- Shallow bullet-point time - my skin is going into full-on breakout mode. I look terrible, and it makes me annoyed. Good thing I don't have to go anywhere until, um, Friday. *hide*
- Coffee ice cream = <33
- When the air-conditioner is working semi-properly, and sitting here typing doesn't make me almost die? I am happy.
- I love my kittens (and my Luna, even if he does keep barfing all the time and enjoys keeping me awake) <33.
- I feel vaguely wordy, and this is one of the times where I like it.
- Being airheaded, while having it's downsides, can also be sort of fun. And entertaining. And it gets mention because I keep giggling at silly things.
- Not really a good thing, but something I feel important to mention - "Big Red" gum makes my nose bleed sometimes. WTH? I don't understand it, but it's ...interesting? And after this pack of it (may as well finish it - wasting is bad?) I'm going to avoid it at almost-all costs forever. Because that's just too weird for words.