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Sometimes I really do wish I wasn't such a coward. I'm so afraid to put myself out on the line. I't dosn't even matter if it's in a relationship or anything I absolutely hate how I always feel nervous about everything, and even if I don't my shaking will give it away, in my hands. And now of course that I'm going to do somethig outta the ordinary i really hate how i get so antsy, I wish sometimes I was one of those ppl whom just sent out waves od confidence. I got no confidence, ppl find the most outta me when I'm drunk and I find that really sad, and hate that fact. Yeah that's what I wanna do grow up to be an alcaholic just to express myself properly.bah..
I guess all the truth will come out this weekend, then we shall all see if I'm such a coward or not......
I guess all the truth will come out this weekend, then we shall all see if I'm such a coward or not......