keep my name from your mouth, forever
first off, a few things to clear up reguarding anyones bad thoughts or judgement about me.
FUCK YOU
i have no ground basis for who i am or anything i justify. Yes, I'm full of hate. It grows more and more with every day. If you have a problem or think that you care about me, just stop. I don't care about you. Just stop.
second off, Yeah right, the above will never happen. And I might have some hidden feeling of affection stomped down in my heart for you. But I gave up trying to change people. We're all liars and fucken horrible people more than we like to believe. And that explains so much.
The love is gone, i hate it. I don't know if i know love. If its what I think it is, then i would rather die alone. I don't have a direction in life. I'm lost or confused or ADD so many exuses. Life goes on. I think the only thing i still have some open mind for right now is that i will never have a direction or goal for myself unless some love or something i'm fooled into thinking is love enters my life.
BUT hey that's just today and as a matter of fact this whole year so far i think, but u never know tomorrow i might be a fake ass 2face to you, or maybe the whole depressing hard on myself guilt trip bit. i guess if your around it will be your call ya know? but for ME RIGHT NOW, go die in a fucken fire for all i care. fuck you world bye.
FUCK YOU
i have no ground basis for who i am or anything i justify. Yes, I'm full of hate. It grows more and more with every day. If you have a problem or think that you care about me, just stop. I don't care about you. Just stop.
second off, Yeah right, the above will never happen. And I might have some hidden feeling of affection stomped down in my heart for you. But I gave up trying to change people. We're all liars and fucken horrible people more than we like to believe. And that explains so much.
The love is gone, i hate it. I don't know if i know love. If its what I think it is, then i would rather die alone. I don't have a direction in life. I'm lost or confused or ADD so many exuses. Life goes on. I think the only thing i still have some open mind for right now is that i will never have a direction or goal for myself unless some love or something i'm fooled into thinking is love enters my life.
BUT hey that's just today and as a matter of fact this whole year so far i think, but u never know tomorrow i might be a fake ass 2face to you, or maybe the whole depressing hard on myself guilt trip bit. i guess if your around it will be your call ya know? but for ME RIGHT NOW, go die in a fucken fire for all i care. fuck you world bye.