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damn, it's over. the sigh of relief comes atlast. i've never been convicted of a drug charge. deferred ajudication, or however u spell it, probation is over. a good sized load off my shoulders, of course it really doesn't make a dent in the wall of bullshit i still have. now my dad is gonna be hounding me about going to school, but i'll just have to let him know how i feel about that. i am not rushing into anything i don't wanna do for anybody. thats ignorant. now everytime i feel like partying, this little voice will start up in my head, and sometimes i will listen. but i deserve my own time and fun. also there is some detatching that needs to be done. that's all i'll say about that. ummm then i'll have all this work promotion to worry about. that's not too much to worry about that. all and all i don't give a fuck. the world is a shitty place like i have explained to myself before. nothing to do but ride the bus when it comes around. ok well. peace out journal