i hate work
so i haven't written on this in some time now. and since i have a 3000 word essay duie in tomorrow that i haven't started yet, what better time could there be?
man im so screwed, i dont even know anythign about my topic, i have foudn 32 pages of notes form various wwebsites taht i am now gonna have to go through and try not to copy. how very very annoying. i hate writing essays, i had a 1,500 one due in lats week along with a 30 minute presentation, and i didn't realise hjust how much work had to go into things like that. i came to the conclusion that presentations are uber gay. although in fairness it did go pretty well and i shoudl ahve got an alirhgt mark so i can coast through the exams hopefully. well excpet for stupid fucking manchester. I've had 1liek 14 pieces of assesed work t his year, and iv only had like 20 weeks of uni, the smallest piece being 1,500 and this is on top of regualr work for the following week. i though going to a met would be easy, easy beyond belief. but no, turns out i was well off. manchester are in less than half the time of us, have nowehere near the same amount of work and liek 4 exams, to my 12. gay beyond belief. i knew i shoudl have gone to nmanchester,. damn ma duff and her yes the met is better approach. eurgh right now im in my drop out mode again. altho i think im doin super well, ok im taking the day off uni today, bujt i have been in to most of the stuff this yeart, well in eveyrthing but America anyway. And iv handed every piece of work in with only one piece late, and that didnt matter naywya coz i had passed with the first 3 pieces for that unit anyway. gay im uber stressed, and nobody at all knows anythign about The Peterloo Massacre, and i missed that lecture coz i was in the pub, im a foolio.
so anyway, enough of uni, as this is my laast week or somethign anyway.
So whats new with me? well i have new reddish hair, that isnt all that new to be fair, i took my lip ring out (and im missing it muchly now) i quit my job andc tomorrow is my last shift, i have zilcho moneys tho, and im moving in with george in leeds in 2 weeks time. so life is a bit hectic atm.
im also menat to be startin to record stuff down to help with issues and whatmnot, personally i feel taht this idea is stu pid. its onyl like now, writing crap that noone will read, or noone cares about, so why bother? i guess its coz i know that no-one or like two people max will read this so i can say whatever i want to.
i guess thinbgs have all tjust got ontop of me lately. i feel bogged down in all the pointless crap that doesnt mean anythign now and never will. everythuing feels like too much effort, and i really dont care what happens. hence the writing of this rather than doin my essay.
in other news my trusty laptop died last week, and so i have a new friend. i lost all my music and southpark so im feelin a bit irritated still.
im also annoyed the fucking nhs. its such a piss take, and teh more i think about it the more annoyed i get. iv been blacking out and suffering with migraines now for so long, finally my appointment comes up at the hospital for my head scan thing, and it turns out they cant fit me in, so they do loads of other pointless tests and send me home safe int he knowledge that in teh next 3 months a gap shoudl arise. the irony is it says high rixk patient on my chart, and this is the treatment im gettin. its fucking stupid, and im gettin well pissed off. so mum is taking me to the doctros on thrusday to sort me out, coz my spine is well messed up now and she wants somethign doin about my rheumatism (i cannot spell. dont get me wrong its nice she cares enough to wnat to take me, but tehy'll just do the same as always and im well not in the mood. i mean iv gained nearly 2 stone in teh past month, without changing myh diet or my exercising so theres just no explanation, and yet i go tehre and they tell me i must have, well no i didnt so ur shit. eurgh, not happy right now.
anyway this typign is really start to hurt now so im gona depart and read all about this topic i know n othign about.
man im so screwed, i dont even know anythign about my topic, i have foudn 32 pages of notes form various wwebsites taht i am now gonna have to go through and try not to copy. how very very annoying. i hate writing essays, i had a 1,500 one due in lats week along with a 30 minute presentation, and i didn't realise hjust how much work had to go into things like that. i came to the conclusion that presentations are uber gay. although in fairness it did go pretty well and i shoudl ahve got an alirhgt mark so i can coast through the exams hopefully. well excpet for stupid fucking manchester. I've had 1liek 14 pieces of assesed work t his year, and iv only had like 20 weeks of uni, the smallest piece being 1,500 and this is on top of regualr work for the following week. i though going to a met would be easy, easy beyond belief. but no, turns out i was well off. manchester are in less than half the time of us, have nowehere near the same amount of work and liek 4 exams, to my 12. gay beyond belief. i knew i shoudl have gone to nmanchester,. damn ma duff and her yes the met is better approach. eurgh right now im in my drop out mode again. altho i think im doin super well, ok im taking the day off uni today, bujt i have been in to most of the stuff this yeart, well in eveyrthing but America anyway. And iv handed every piece of work in with only one piece late, and that didnt matter naywya coz i had passed with the first 3 pieces for that unit anyway. gay im uber stressed, and nobody at all knows anythign about The Peterloo Massacre, and i missed that lecture coz i was in the pub, im a foolio.
so anyway, enough of uni, as this is my laast week or somethign anyway.
So whats new with me? well i have new reddish hair, that isnt all that new to be fair, i took my lip ring out (and im missing it muchly now) i quit my job andc tomorrow is my last shift, i have zilcho moneys tho, and im moving in with george in leeds in 2 weeks time. so life is a bit hectic atm.
im also menat to be startin to record stuff down to help with issues and whatmnot, personally i feel taht this idea is stu pid. its onyl like now, writing crap that noone will read, or noone cares about, so why bother? i guess its coz i know that no-one or like two people max will read this so i can say whatever i want to.
i guess thinbgs have all tjust got ontop of me lately. i feel bogged down in all the pointless crap that doesnt mean anythign now and never will. everythuing feels like too much effort, and i really dont care what happens. hence the writing of this rather than doin my essay.
in other news my trusty laptop died last week, and so i have a new friend. i lost all my music and southpark so im feelin a bit irritated still.
im also annoyed the fucking nhs. its such a piss take, and teh more i think about it the more annoyed i get. iv been blacking out and suffering with migraines now for so long, finally my appointment comes up at the hospital for my head scan thing, and it turns out they cant fit me in, so they do loads of other pointless tests and send me home safe int he knowledge that in teh next 3 months a gap shoudl arise. the irony is it says high rixk patient on my chart, and this is the treatment im gettin. its fucking stupid, and im gettin well pissed off. so mum is taking me to the doctros on thrusday to sort me out, coz my spine is well messed up now and she wants somethign doin about my rheumatism (i cannot spell. dont get me wrong its nice she cares enough to wnat to take me, but tehy'll just do the same as always and im well not in the mood. i mean iv gained nearly 2 stone in teh past month, without changing myh diet or my exercising so theres just no explanation, and yet i go tehre and they tell me i must have, well no i didnt so ur shit. eurgh, not happy right now.
anyway this typign is really start to hurt now so im gona depart and read all about this topic i know n othign about.