Mar 10, 2005 16:09
Lost...I guess those are the best words to describe me right now. I really don't want to be up here, and I really don't want to go home. Both places are not the greatest right now. I am just stuck in between! I just feel so icky inside sometimes. Actually, I really don't know how to describe it. But, I don't feel like going into it right now. Enough about that.
I watched The Notebook last night by myself, and it was really cute. I just wish someone else would have been there. I am tired of watching movies by myself. I seem to do it a lot. Anyway, the movie put me in one of those "lovey moods" -I know you girls know what that's like!- and I really missed Steve. I always miss him, but when I watch chick flicks it makes it even worse. It was cute though because he said he wanted to be there watching it with me before I even said anything.
Tonight is the Lemongrass Party. I am pretty excited, but also kinda nervous. At least I am getting it done with. Without this party I can't sell by myself so it will be nice to get it out of the way. Plus I feel bad because Shelley has to come all the way from Bailey to do the party. Hopefully everything goes well.
I can't wait for this week to be over. As much as I don't want to go home, I just need a break from everything. It will be nice.
Until next time...