I need to go to sleep

[spaceystarlet]

I'm probably just really tired, and that's contributing to my slight sad feelings of the moment, but I feel as if my current crush not coming out tonight means that I'll never see him again, and I don't want that, because I think he is a high quality kind of guy, and you don't find those very often. I really would love to have him in my life in one way or another. He told me that his not coming out tonight is not good-bye, it's that he's really tired from working a lot, and that I will see him again. I hope that's true. On that note, I'm going to bed.

p.s. connor is so ridiculously cute sometimes, and he's sitting on my lap right now purring really loudly. I don't want to move him.... but I'm going to have to.