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First off- let me just say Im better now, no more cranky, no more tears, no more annoyance, well ya know.. not really.
Im excited for ayvah to get here. Im getting impatient, I know she'll come when shes done, she needs to spend as much time in my belly as possible to prepare herself.
But I just want her to be here now. I can't wait until this summer when shes like 2 months old and I can take her to the beach, and out places and aww how cute.
Then the end of the summer we're going to South Dakota and Minnesota and Wisconsin.
South dakota for my grandpa's side of the familys' family reunion, that'll be fun. I haven't seen most of them since I was like 14.. probobly, at heather and jason's wedding.
Minnesota to go see my Great-Grandma and get a 5 generation picture.
If you ask me thats a pretty amazing thing. 5 generations all alive at once. Just incase anyones confused on who all that entails it is-
My great grandma
My grandma
My mom
Me
and My little baby lady ayvah
So thats exciting, my great grandma is pretty happy to still be around to be a great-great grandma. Which I would be too.
Then we're going to Wisconsin, becuase we go every summer. To put flowers on my daddy's grave and go see my My grandparents, and uncle from my dad's side of the family.
It'll be fine and by the beginning of august she'll be about 4 months old-ish. Which will be a long drive but we went to Missouri for a family reunion when jarod was 3 months so, it'll be fineee.
I just want her to be here so I can dress her, and love her, and play with her.
Im SO lucky to have such an understanding family. They are so welcoming, and already love her so much and shes not even here.
What a blessed little baby she will be.
I go to the doctor tomrorow, hopefully there is some.. progress made. I went last tuesday on the 11th, and I wasn't having any effacement or dilated at all. so CROSS YOUR FINGERS.
If Im still now, well then. I guess we're still waiting.
Just so all you ladies out there know-
when you get pregnant. you're nose spreads.. its kind of upsetting. My nose is pretty big at the moment, but luckily it goes back down to normal.
but still. it sucks. Its not cute
haha
alrite im gonna go play outside with jarod.
Loves<3
Im excited for ayvah to get here. Im getting impatient, I know she'll come when shes done, she needs to spend as much time in my belly as possible to prepare herself.
But I just want her to be here now. I can't wait until this summer when shes like 2 months old and I can take her to the beach, and out places and aww how cute.
Then the end of the summer we're going to South Dakota and Minnesota and Wisconsin.
South dakota for my grandpa's side of the familys' family reunion, that'll be fun. I haven't seen most of them since I was like 14.. probobly, at heather and jason's wedding.
Minnesota to go see my Great-Grandma and get a 5 generation picture.
If you ask me thats a pretty amazing thing. 5 generations all alive at once. Just incase anyones confused on who all that entails it is-
My great grandma
My grandma
My mom
Me
and My little baby lady ayvah
So thats exciting, my great grandma is pretty happy to still be around to be a great-great grandma. Which I would be too.
Then we're going to Wisconsin, becuase we go every summer. To put flowers on my daddy's grave and go see my My grandparents, and uncle from my dad's side of the family.
It'll be fine and by the beginning of august she'll be about 4 months old-ish. Which will be a long drive but we went to Missouri for a family reunion when jarod was 3 months so, it'll be fineee.
I just want her to be here so I can dress her, and love her, and play with her.
Im SO lucky to have such an understanding family. They are so welcoming, and already love her so much and shes not even here.
What a blessed little baby she will be.
I go to the doctor tomrorow, hopefully there is some.. progress made. I went last tuesday on the 11th, and I wasn't having any effacement or dilated at all. so CROSS YOUR FINGERS.
If Im still now, well then. I guess we're still waiting.
Just so all you ladies out there know-
when you get pregnant. you're nose spreads.. its kind of upsetting. My nose is pretty big at the moment, but luckily it goes back down to normal.
but still. it sucks. Its not cute
haha
alrite im gonna go play outside with jarod.
Loves<3