I'm Frustrated
So I thought that I was going to be going over to Eburg to stay for the rest of the summer when I left on Thursday. I actually had a pretty good weekend. Evan moved into his apartment and I hung out with Nichole. I even saw Mel for a little bit... Callie too! Ev and Cody when to the Dave concert. I bet it was really good. After the weekend, I realized that nobody was going to be in town this week which would really suck. Without homework to cushion my boredom, or friends being in town, I was really bored. So, I decided to come back home and hang out with everyone here. I talked to Evan about it before we left and I thought that since my family would be gone until Monday, he could hang out with me for the night and I would follow him home and stay until next weekend. I thought we agreed on that, maybe not. I guess that I just feel bad when someone says they will do something and they change their mind. I know Evan wants to hang out with his friends and thats cool which is why I feel like such a bad girlfriend. Like one of those clingy ones. I was just hurt that he changed his mind so happily and quickly. He asked if it was ok, but if I said no, I swear he would be NO fun to be around. Plus, I want him to have fun while he's not working. Maybe I'm just in one of my moods again. Oh well. I just feel really mad and wanted to type something down to make me feel better. Right now I think that boys are stupid and frustrating. I'm sure Evan is feeling that way about me right now too. Thats ok. Maybe I will just go back to Eburg earlier than I thought. The only real reason I came home was to hang out with Amber and see Evan when he wasn't working. Amber's usually busy but hopefully we can hang out at the river or something. Other than that, I don't see a point in being here right now. Hopefully I won't be in a bad mood at Evan tomorrow but my feelings are hurt. grrrr. I feel like a stupid girl. Oh well, I'm going to stop now. Good thing I love him as much as I do, right? Cause I really don't feel like seeing him right now for a very long time. I'm sure that will change tomorrow. Good Night