Shhhhh!!!!

[spaceyjane82]

Wow, this is great! I'm up and the kid isn't,ahhhhhhh silence isn't it wonderful. It's been quite awhile since I've gotten up in the morning to no comotion in the house. I had almost forgotten how nice it was to get up have a cup of coffee and spend sometime by myself with the rest of the world behind a computer screen. I can't believe another weekend has gone and past. Where does all of the time go? It takes forever to get the first 18-21 years with over then it all kind of blends together and speeds by without you even noticing. I am very upset the camera I had talked about getting of off ebay has never arrived. I tried and tried to contact the guy and he would not respond to any of my inquiries. So, I gave up and filed my report with paypal to get my money back. What a shame. I was really excited about it too. Jerk!!! I don't feel so bad about it anymore though. I got an email from a lady this morning who didn't get her camera either. Well I'm going out job hunting again this afternoon, hopefully I will have someluck and I'll find something. If not I'm going down to get a job as a cocktail waitress. It'll work untill I find something better. It's times like this when I wish I would have never quit my job at the car lot. However if I hadn't I probably would not be sitting here this second and the thought of that makes me very sad. I really like my journal and everyone I talk to through it. I hear that there is an opening at the carlot again but geez that would be hell. I would not get my position back immediatly and I would have to work on a team with my dad and uncle. Yeah it dosen't sound that bad but if you met them you would understand. well I guess I am just all over the place right now and should probably get my butt in motion for the day so I'm out of here.

Have a wonderful day
*hugs*