Jan 11, 2007 19:53
hmph.
I feel like for some reason Im "not allowed" to be sad or aggravated. Like, I need to "stop being sad and just start being happy".
Why is this taking so long?
Im so sick of it.
Im not quite sure if It's just come to the point where Im being pessimistic all the time and thats why things aren't getting better, or I actually have the right to feel the way I do.
Im not quite sure how I even feel anymore. Im too buried in these emotions to decipher them.
I hate livejournal. No matter what you say, people are going to judge you.
This was pointless, that's why I don't write in here.