Incase you were wondering.

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When i was fifteen, I was abandoned by your ex-lover

Most people called her crazy, but i called her mother

She told me she couldn't take it, and it was finally time

She would leave in the morning, leaving us kids behind

I had no other choice, so i put on my walking shoes

I would leave first, before the sun hit the morning dew

And the one person i knew, i could count on less then her

Was the person i call bastard, but you call yourself father

Then I hit eighteen and finally headed of to college

You decided i was good enough for you to agknowledge

When up to that point you never called or wrote a letter

Claimed that you were sorry but I know enough to know better

You put on a nice fasad even pretending to care

Said we shared characteristics like brown eyes and brown hair

You even said you couldn't wait to finally meet your only son

And not even a month later your caring seemed to be done

Proved exactly what I had known and had always predicted

any love for me in your heart was long ago evicted

Hadn't heard from you since prooving what i had already known

That I'm not meant to be loved I'm just meant to be alone