So, yesterday Rhyan came over and that was fun. On the way to taking him home, we passed a couple of cops, not thinking anything of it because we figured they'd pulled someone over
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That's too bad. I don't what you're feeling, cause i've never known anyone who has died and have never really worked to understand it all. Hope you are feeling well. I understand if you don't want to come up this weekend. I mean everyone else has a life and i'm sure there are more important things.
It was strange reading your entry, cause throughout the whole thing i felt sadness, then anger at the fact Dani hasn't given a damn about me, but she and her boyfriend are hanging around you guys. Nothing against you, but she doesn't give a damn about me and just pissing me off. I mean what the fuck. She doesn't care how much she fucking hurts me. god i'm so angry at her, I just want to scream and cry it makes me so angry and hurt. And I trusted her.
I don't know what people have guns. I was always against guns. i'm scared of guys. I mean you think you can trust someone and then they go killing you. It's proof you can't fuckng trust anyone in this world and men are just out to kill women. I mean I can't fanthem it at all. I'm angry now anyway. I'm sorry you had such a bad few days. Life sucks and when people die, it just seems like there is really no reason to live at all. I mean really, just to get shot later in life by someone you trust?
Okay, I know that whenever I mention anything having to do with Dani, it sets you off, but this isn't the time or place. The entry was about one of my friends dying. The only thing that made me feel better was hanging out with other friends, one who happened to be Dani. I know you guys have your differences, but do me a favor: If I write an entry about how I'm sad because someone is dead, keep your ranting to yourself. At this point, I don't care and I don't want to hear it.
I said i was sorry for what you have been going through. But at one point Dani used to be my friend too. And yes i'm pissed and jealous that she likes you and hates me. I am sorry your friend died, but i was just so damn heartbroken to know that Dani was there for you and not for me.
And don't tell me about how you like to be around friends when you are sad, cause i fuckin g live here without friends and no one gives a damn. i was trying to give you condolences, but excuse me if your joy in Dani's company hurts me, because it really goddman hurts. I olive alone. I could die4 tomorroe and no one would ofind my dead body and my cats woulld knaw at my flesh until the stink reaches the parking lot before they find me, so I know about being without friends than you could ever understand. I am sorry you lost your fried. But hell i've lost two close friends in the passt year and no one gives a damn about that. Why does Dani fucking like you more anyway? It's not fair and it hurts. It really fucking hurts.
Okay, I get that you're hurting, but someone dying is not the same as a crumbling friendship. Please do not compare them this soon after one of my friends has died. It's insensetive and just upsetting to me.
I'll do my best to comfort you in person, on the phone, or on *your* LJ, but I want to keep my journal about my own thoughts, feelings, and events.
Also, I intend to remain friends with both you and Dani, and so I need you to please, please, please not put me in the middle, nor get so jealous that you start blaming me for it. I know that you're just hurt and you're lashing out, but honestly that isn't fair and it hurts my feelings.
I urge you to read over your comments before you send them, because I feel that if you did, you'd realize that your words towards me can sometimes be very hurtful. It seems like you write them when you're really upset instead of when you're thinking clearly. I'll have to read over this comment for the same reason.
Anyway, I hope I'm still welcome to go down this weekend, because I still really want to see you. But I also really hope you can understand where I'm coming from with this, because I definitely don't want things to be weird between us.
It was strange reading your entry, cause throughout the whole thing i felt sadness, then anger at the fact Dani hasn't given a damn about me, but she and her boyfriend are hanging around you guys. Nothing against you, but she doesn't give a damn about me and just pissing me off. I mean what the fuck. She doesn't care how much she fucking hurts me. god i'm so angry at her, I just want to scream and cry it makes me so angry and hurt. And I trusted her.
I don't know what people have guns. I was always against guns. i'm scared of guys. I mean you think you can trust someone and then they go killing you. It's proof you can't fuckng trust anyone in this world and men are just out to kill women. I mean I can't fanthem it at all. I'm angry now anyway. I'm sorry you had such a bad few days. Life sucks and when people die, it just seems like there is really no reason to live at all. I mean really, just to get shot later in life by someone you trust?
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And don't tell me about how you like to be around friends when you are sad, cause i fuckin g live here without friends and no one gives a damn. i was trying to give you condolences, but excuse me if your joy in Dani's company hurts me, because it really goddman hurts. I olive alone. I could die4 tomorroe and no one would ofind my dead body and my cats woulld knaw at my flesh until the stink reaches the parking lot before they find me, so I know about being without friends than you could ever understand. I am sorry you lost your fried. But hell i've lost two close friends in the passt year and no one gives a damn about that.
Why does Dani fucking like you more anyway? It's not fair and it hurts. It really fucking hurts.
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I'll do my best to comfort you in person, on the phone, or on *your* LJ, but I want to keep my journal about my own thoughts, feelings, and events.
Also, I intend to remain friends with both you and Dani, and so I need you to please, please, please not put me in the middle, nor get so jealous that you start blaming me for it. I know that you're just hurt and you're lashing out, but honestly that isn't fair and it hurts my feelings.
I urge you to read over your comments before you send them, because I feel that if you did, you'd realize that your words towards me can sometimes be very hurtful. It seems like you write them when you're really upset instead of when you're thinking clearly. I'll have to read over this comment for the same reason.
Anyway, I hope I'm still welcome to go down this weekend, because I still really want to see you. But I also really hope you can understand where I'm coming from with this, because I definitely don't want things to be weird between us.
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