in the shadow of the valley of death
School is back. Grade 9 whores, teachers, rules, homework, no free time, other classes. Grade 12...my last year, it seems so weird, because it feels like I started grade nine yesterday. I came home today, had dinner, blahblah, called jaryd, and then went online, and this girl who I used to be in choir with starts talking to me....havn't talked to her in over a year, and she was telling me about her friend who died last night. She overdosed on meth-she was allergic, and something got confused with E....they pulled life support at 6:30....she was 13. God, I mean really, what is wrong with modern day? It's bad enough that people od who are in their late teens, or middle aged...but 13? And half the grade nines at my school are already doing drugs, already having sex...I mean, what the fuck? I didn't even know what to say to this girl...what do you say to someone who's friend has just died...we talked for a bit, told her how sorry I was, athat she could always call me if she needed someone to talk to. But fuck, people are getting contaminated younger and younger, I really don't want to put children out in this world if I know that by the age of 10 they'll be giving blowjobs in the bathrooms, and shooting coke up when they sneak out of the house at 3 in the morning.....it makes me so sad. so sad.