goodbye we can take the long way home
- tonight i made a list of things to say goodbye to.
- which reminds me of that time at the end of 2006 when everything that could have possibly gone wrong did, and how i made a list of everything that i couldn't deal with anymore and eleanor and i set it on fire and then flushed it down the toilet. that was so awesome.
- and then thinking about how now its kind of like that again and how i need to make another list.
- kate came over today and i found out a lot of things that i wish i hadn't.
- we drew most of the butthole zine though and it fucking rules. one of the ones that i did was "elizabethan butthole" and it is 3-d. i think that it is going to come out before i leave for far away.
- today i was reminded of the fact that amelia's sister farted on her mom's pillow and then her mom got pinkeye. i love that story more than anything for some reason and it was one of the times that i laughed.
- on the last day of my poetry class, my teacher said "look you even made alana smile" and it dawned on me that i never do that anymore.
- later he made me submit poems for maybe winning a 500 dollar prize if i am the best one.
- the hostage situation is getting worse and worse.
- i might be in a show in august! yay!
- i smoked a lot of cigarettes today which is bad bad bad but i'm going to forgive myself.
- i am going to keep on writing in here after all but friends only. i like writing in here, though it is strange that people read it sometimes, it is comfortable to type things and have a place to save them forever. i like to write and it's good to continue doing it. i kind of need to.
- the cats love me and i love the cats.
- that's it for now.
- which reminds me of that time at the end of 2006 when everything that could have possibly gone wrong did, and how i made a list of everything that i couldn't deal with anymore and eleanor and i set it on fire and then flushed it down the toilet. that was so awesome.
- and then thinking about how now its kind of like that again and how i need to make another list.
- kate came over today and i found out a lot of things that i wish i hadn't.
- we drew most of the butthole zine though and it fucking rules. one of the ones that i did was "elizabethan butthole" and it is 3-d. i think that it is going to come out before i leave for far away.
- today i was reminded of the fact that amelia's sister farted on her mom's pillow and then her mom got pinkeye. i love that story more than anything for some reason and it was one of the times that i laughed.
- on the last day of my poetry class, my teacher said "look you even made alana smile" and it dawned on me that i never do that anymore.
- later he made me submit poems for maybe winning a 500 dollar prize if i am the best one.
- the hostage situation is getting worse and worse.
- i might be in a show in august! yay!
- i smoked a lot of cigarettes today which is bad bad bad but i'm going to forgive myself.
- i am going to keep on writing in here after all but friends only. i like writing in here, though it is strange that people read it sometimes, it is comfortable to type things and have a place to save them forever. i like to write and it's good to continue doing it. i kind of need to.
- the cats love me and i love the cats.
- that's it for now.