Apr 19, 2008 02:47
-walking around in the sun with aminah and chuck
-looking around places and never finding any cassette tapes
-getting a burger!
-going on the bus a lot
-kind of unsuccessful practice
-missing the show but thats alright
-the fort is a good place like sleepaway camp
-wishing i didnt have an awful thought every so often and have to feel that familiar leaden weight on my chest and terrible taste in my mouth
-waiting a long time for the bus and being a little cold but realizing that actually it isn't so bad out
-wanting then to sleep outside
-a security guard asked me if i was ok because i was sitting on the ground hugging myself
-getting mad at various different couples staring at me and feeling like the evil cat lady that i am destined to be
-spitting
-i am totally learning how to play guitar and learned some kimya dawson songs :)
-playing music always makes you feel good. even if you kind of suck.