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I am hurt about not getting into Urinetown
I am crying, a lot
I am an emotional wreck
I am glad I'm not majoring in theater
I'm not sure what to do with my life
I don't want to go to college
I don't want things to change
I am not doing my final exam like I promised my mom I would
I am angry with myself for not doing well enough to get that part
I am pissed that I'll have to be in cinderella now
I am angry
I am crying
I am upset
I am very upset.
I am angry that I let myself get my hopes up
I wish I was more talented
I wish I could get the parts I wanted
I wish I didn't let myself get excited
I don't want to be a counselor at camp
I'm not going to
I dont' care enough
I hate a lot right now
I don't know what to do to make myself feel better
I hate feeling this way
I hate knowing I'm going to be depressed for a week
I hate hating things
I hate everything.