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EMO LIVEJOURNAL ENTRY WARNING, IF YOUR JUST GOING TO YELL AT ME FOR BEING EMO STOP READING NOW
SERIOUSLY STOP
okay so ever wanted something, and then you get it, and then it just kinda...suddnely dies down? and there's reasons for that and everything but still.. well its sad...and I guess pretty much unavoidable...but still you feel like maybe if it was there once, recently, then you can get it back, but then theres the chance you might just make a fool of yourself and lets face it nobody wants to do that. oh well...blahh
I got in a HUGE fight with my mom last night. Somehow the subject of SATs came up..and its come up several times and I told her that I had absoloutley no interest in taking them again and I refused to. and she got yelling about how I needed a math tutor and I said no it woudl be a waste of money becuase I didn't care and I wouldn't pay attention, and she said that I coudl learn to pay attention, and /I sad the only reason that I was passing math now is because I copy off nicole everyday and she got all pissed about that and said that her and daddy had messed up on raising me to be such an ungreatful lazy child and that she gave up on me, and then she yelled at me about how I wasn't going to get into college and I'd have to go to Farmington becasue they don't take SAT scores, and it was just extremely terrible and ended in both of us sobbing locked up in our rooms, and things still havent' been discussed because I refused to talk to them last night
ahhhh and I miss everybody in the world I used to be freinds with but im not now
SERIOUSLY STOP
okay so ever wanted something, and then you get it, and then it just kinda...suddnely dies down? and there's reasons for that and everything but still.. well its sad...and I guess pretty much unavoidable...but still you feel like maybe if it was there once, recently, then you can get it back, but then theres the chance you might just make a fool of yourself and lets face it nobody wants to do that. oh well...blahh
I got in a HUGE fight with my mom last night. Somehow the subject of SATs came up..and its come up several times and I told her that I had absoloutley no interest in taking them again and I refused to. and she got yelling about how I needed a math tutor and I said no it woudl be a waste of money becuase I didn't care and I wouldn't pay attention, and she said that I coudl learn to pay attention, and /I sad the only reason that I was passing math now is because I copy off nicole everyday and she got all pissed about that and said that her and daddy had messed up on raising me to be such an ungreatful lazy child and that she gave up on me, and then she yelled at me about how I wasn't going to get into college and I'd have to go to Farmington becasue they don't take SAT scores, and it was just extremely terrible and ended in both of us sobbing locked up in our rooms, and things still havent' been discussed because I refused to talk to them last night
ahhhh and I miss everybody in the world I used to be freinds with but im not now