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i am so on the line right now between being very okay and very not and everyone is trying to talk me into antidepressants so that I won't grieve over the fact that my grandparents are ""rapidly" declining my mom is may be be bipolar because one day everything is my fault for not being strong enough because I'm sick and the next I'm the victim by proxy of her and joes mom just died so every morning I wake up early to hear about how much he fucking hates hiss job and how lonely heis

n and Jesus fucking Christ people come on