Sep 04, 2009 22:47
How time flies. It feels like I just finished high school a while ago. Oh well.
Two years have passed. Everyone seems to be different, like I've never known them before. They seem happier, others sadder. Some have made new relationships, others destroyed them. I feel like they're growing each and every single day, except me.
I still wear the same shoes, carry the same bag, live in the same house, wear the same bun, wear the same glasses and still awkward. I just feel so disconnected with the others, so out of loop that I get so scared when I meet some people in the past and ask me how my life has been, if they ever even ask. They just seem so changed, so mature while I never pass off as a convincing 2nd year college student. I'm still the same nerdy and weird girl that they met and ignored in high school. And they'll probably meet the same girl 10 years from now. They have moved on. I hope I will too.