emo post
reenacted by Tim Bisley
i want to hurt the people who keep going in and out of the computer lab. the ones who stay in here talk on their cell phones or walkie-talkies (something's going on outside and there are too many people for my liking). i'm trying to do my homework, you wankers. okay, i'm not really getting much work done, but i could be. they don't know that i'm actually reading fanfic and watching YouTube. which i have really got to stop doing. i have a whole lot of shit due coming up in the next few weeks- final papers and whatnot.
and to make things even more stressful, i find out that i don't have a housing guarantee for next year, so i have to start looking for apartments off campus. that's even assuming my dad and stepmom are going to help me pay for that. i don't have any money. i really need to get a job this summer. but i don't have a lot of time to look for one right now.
i really wanted to go home this weekend, even if just to see my mom. but she would have to drive between Daly City and Santa Cruz four times and with her back problems, i figured the best Mother's Day present would be to let her rest. i miss her though. i haven't been home in quite a few weeks now. i am so ready for this quarter to be over. June 13th is when my last essay/final is due. but i want to get it done before that so i can go home early. god, i still have another month left.
i'm feeling a little off- sort of dizzy- but i don't know if it's because i've been staring at a computer screen for so long, a side effect of the antibotics, or stress/headache/whatever. i want to go back to bed. maybe i'll feel a little better if i actually get something done. okay, enough whinging. work.
i want to hurt the people who keep going in and out of the computer lab. the ones who stay in here talk on their cell phones or walkie-talkies (something's going on outside and there are too many people for my liking). i'm trying to do my homework, you wankers. okay, i'm not really getting much work done, but i could be. they don't know that i'm actually reading fanfic and watching YouTube. which i have really got to stop doing. i have a whole lot of shit due coming up in the next few weeks- final papers and whatnot.
and to make things even more stressful, i find out that i don't have a housing guarantee for next year, so i have to start looking for apartments off campus. that's even assuming my dad and stepmom are going to help me pay for that. i don't have any money. i really need to get a job this summer. but i don't have a lot of time to look for one right now.
i really wanted to go home this weekend, even if just to see my mom. but she would have to drive between Daly City and Santa Cruz four times and with her back problems, i figured the best Mother's Day present would be to let her rest. i miss her though. i haven't been home in quite a few weeks now. i am so ready for this quarter to be over. June 13th is when my last essay/final is due. but i want to get it done before that so i can go home early. god, i still have another month left.
i'm feeling a little off- sort of dizzy- but i don't know if it's because i've been staring at a computer screen for so long, a side effect of the antibotics, or stress/headache/whatever. i want to go back to bed. maybe i'll feel a little better if i actually get something done. okay, enough whinging. work.