A-Oh-Fucking-Kay
Y'know what? I'm happy. I have something incredibly rare, I have a girlfriend, who understands and shares my views. It's insane. I actually feel really comfortable around her. From day one, I've felt totally comfortable being myself around her. That's never happened before. You know I'm comfortable when I make sarcastic death-threats (to her mom nonetheless) right? Ah well, but I get this feeling that I can talk to her about anything; and it holds true. I was kinda upset because of some stuff that was going on with Kristy...and I talked to Mandy about it...and she cared, and actually understood. She didn't jump to conclusions and get terribly jealous...it was wonderful. Ah well, it all works out in the end I s'pose. I'm actually happy these days. For once in a very long time, my optimism is back in full swing. I look forward to the dawning of each day and the challenges I face therein. I've spent a lot of time lately on introspection; striving to greater understand myself, and why I've done the things I have. I think it's worked. Things that bothered me before aren't really so bad now. I feel like I really know me a lot better. That's a really satisfying feeling. I just feel, overall, content with my current station in life. I know that things aren't perfect, and I also know that things could be much worse for me than they are. Overall, I think I'm as happy as I've ever been...much happier than I might've been, and on my way to as happy as I can ever be? Hehe.
Here's to tomorrow guys; I hope yours is as bright as mine.
Here's to tomorrow guys; I hope yours is as bright as mine.