picking apples for the kings and queens of things i've never seen
an entry about nothing really, i guess just where my life lays at the moment. drinking water and eating sunchips theres really nothing to do so here i am trying to kill some time.5 weeks to the end of one life and the start of another but my flight has been delayed, when i transfered from one shitty school to another they decided not to count some of my grades and credit, so i don't know when the next flight will be available.life has changed alot over the last tree years and i'm getting tired of the ups and downs.there're only two people outside my family that i can say are really important to, amanda and eric.amanda's a strange one, shes smart and funny.really really funny.she's the one i go to if i want a laugh.amanda's attractive. short brown hair, about my height long limbs( but i think they only seem long because of her small torso)she has her pros and cons.she's unsure of herself but who isn't, plus shes only 17 she has plenty of time to figure things out.i think she'd be successful in whatever she decides to do with her life.eric is short,dirty blonde hair(more dirty then blonde)and a little on the nerdy side but theres nothing wrong with that.he's smart and interesting in his own way.he wants to be a director so he spends alot of time making movies and shit, especially as of late.he's the only one i've kept in touch with from my old school in hialeah.we've talked every week for the past three years over the phone.he's kinda like my shrink and i'm his.we've gotten to a point where theres nothings we don't talk about,theres nothing embarassing between us he knows everything about me and i know everything about him.if u ever have an opportunity at friend like this i say do it,it actually is a prety nice luxury.i want to go into art, which is a pretty fucking hard road to take and one that many people say is a dumb road to take but i figure what do i have to lose. art is hard though, especially when u don't have the tools u need to do exactly what u want to do, which just happens to be the situation i'm in.if i had what i needed to do what i wanted i believe i'd actually be labeled as a "great" artist but since i don't, due to a lack of precious coins, i'm a "mediocre" artist.i've only been drawing for 2 years, i wish i would of started when i was two, i think i'd be pretty good by now.i'm tired of typing now so i'll call it a day, my goal of killing some time has been reached so i'll make another entry some other time during the week maybe. sorry to waist your time but if all u wanted to do was to kill some then ur mission has been completed as well, and if u feel jipped then i'm sorry for wasting your time,but if u call me up i'll come over and pick some corn for u or steal something u want, i don't know something "mexican" like that. i'm not mexican but thats what i've been labeled as by some european oriented bastards who think its funny to make fun of minorities when they look more mexican then i do(amanda i'm talking to you). hell i look more Caucasian then they do. if i changed my name to something white like brian anderson no one would be able to tell the difference.