you dont have to tell me, i already know
yes i know im not the best person in the world, and yes i know i fucked up...and i make little mistakes quite often. i know i have let you down in many many ways...and that i could never be everything you want me to be or need me to be. and you know what as much as it sucks for you to have to deal with me..imagine how i feel..knowing these things about myself...going each day coming up with something new to dislike about myself...so i know i hurt you..and most everyone around me...but that includes myself...im not what i wish to be...and im sorry for that. but then please keep in mind that it isnt all that fun to be me...and that i do try..i try REAL hard and right now thats all i can do....often times its hard for me to even make myself do anything...id rather just slip into space and vanish forever, but im trying...so please give me a break. im a pretty nice girl...im just abit broken and bruised, you know i love you..and you know how much i do for you...and how i try to help out the people around me, but i may be strong but im still just a girl..who needs a break and some help sometimes. thank you for letting me get that out, and for listening to me complain. consider it please.
xox
xox