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so it was pretty amazing.
after most people left.
lol.
we stayed up till like..6 am. which is never a good idea. but we watched grandmas boy and jawbreaker and 10 things i hate about you..btw i claim heath ledger. yeah. hes mine.=] and we danced like idiots. then everyone left besides kathryn and we just chilled. wooo. and after she left i did the family thing. which.. my dad got me the coolest shirt. kathryn will see it today when i come over wearing it.
and i decided, after seeing my neighbors car and becoming hysterical, theres nothing more i can do. and i have to accept that. as good of friends as we were, i cant make him want to be my friend anymore. and as much as i want to be there for him right now, i honestly just cant.
now im listening to the cd kristin made me last summer, and i really really miss her. its crazy how something as small as a cd can make me cry. but i love her to pieces and i know shell always be one of my best friends no matter how many fights we get in. thats just how we roll.
E>s.
after most people left.
lol.
we stayed up till like..6 am. which is never a good idea. but we watched grandmas boy and jawbreaker and 10 things i hate about you..btw i claim heath ledger. yeah. hes mine.=] and we danced like idiots. then everyone left besides kathryn and we just chilled. wooo. and after she left i did the family thing. which.. my dad got me the coolest shirt. kathryn will see it today when i come over wearing it.
and i decided, after seeing my neighbors car and becoming hysterical, theres nothing more i can do. and i have to accept that. as good of friends as we were, i cant make him want to be my friend anymore. and as much as i want to be there for him right now, i honestly just cant.
now im listening to the cd kristin made me last summer, and i really really miss her. its crazy how something as small as a cd can make me cry. but i love her to pieces and i know shell always be one of my best friends no matter how many fights we get in. thats just how we roll.
E>s.