so I think I will feel sorry for myself
Tomorrow is my birthday, I will be 56, an its not so much that Im gettin old(been doing that for some time now) I feel so blah. I
have been avoiding going to work for over a week, and quite frankly, I dont want to go in, and it wouldnt hurt my feelins if the company I work for folded or even if they were to fire me. I just dont give a crap. My job is fairly easy, I get paid rather well(for this part of the world) and I have been slackin for some time. Im not sure what I would do instead, for a job that is, but what I really want to do is lay on the couch, with the TV an phone an the funions an the wife turned off, an turn into a large vegtable( something that has a long shelf life) dont want to rot, you know. I guess if i had to sum it up in one concise sentance/expression it would be"the thrill is gone" and even thats not original. An Im not at all sure what thrill it is Im lookin for.
Ah well, congrats 2 all for surviving the last year, may our next 365 days treat us all better.
YIS J