don't know where she belongs.............
ok, so who rang the Megan bell again????
after my wednesday, i slept till around 4 or 6pm, depending on what time you count: the time i woke up, or the time i woke up and stayed up. i showered, dressed, read a little, and went to Joes to eat. Lauren ended up joining me for a little, and i got poked fun of by Eric and April, for my endeavors Wednesday. then, as i'm driving to drop in on Michael, i see him and TRavis in the Explorer next to me. they told me they were picking up Dave from work, then going back to Travis' to watch a movie, and asked me to come along. after a brief explanation to Michael of the endeavors Wednesday, Travis and Mike's brother, Dave, soon knew as well, and it was joked about there too. it was.............interesting. especially the part where Travis offered a threesome with Dave and Michael, and none of us really said "no".
here's where it gets weird.
i leave Travis' around 1:45, and head to --where else?-- Red eye. there, i see a guy with curly hair, talking to two friends. i did a double take, and realize its someone from here, MySpace! talk about coincidences. when one of his friends adresses me, i ask if it is really him, and with this figured out, i am invited to join them and talk. sometime towards the end of one of the most interestingly odd conversations i've ever had, Rob (the cute, X Games skater, from Red Eye), bounds over and slides in next to me. he is always quiet, but tonight it was........odd sort of quiet. i did get to talk to him a little when my MySpace friend and his friends got up to leave, and after some small talk about Rob drinking, and more talk to my friend (because his buddies got sidetracked by someone who came in, and stayed), Rob finds out about the result of my Wednesday endeavors. he asks who is going to be # 2, and i laughingly respond with, "Well, i'm waiting for him to take off his sunglasses", in reference to the fact Rob is wearing sunglasses. he does, i laugh, and he makes several more comments about him and i..........yeah. so, at this point, he asks if i want to see the roof of Red Eye, and i agree. he takes me up through this half-finished elevator, through unfinished condos and a penthouse, and up to the great view from atop the building. we joke about throwing stones on passerbys, how falling off the roof would be, and then Rob jumps in with "why did you wait so long to........................" i told him it was because no one wanted me, even the guys i had been in relationships hadn't wanted to. he said they were all idiots, and when i said they all wanted the skinnier model, he responded with, "the brainless idiots obsessed with their looks....." when he asked if it was worth it, i answered honestly, telling him i didn't know yet, i needed to sort stuff out in my head and the situations around me. he was smiling, something i haven't seen him do often, and he kept saying things to me that gave me the impression he had some sort of feelings toward me. then, standing close behind my perch on the ledge (where he had been the entire time we'd been up there), he asked, "if i kissed you, what would you do?" i answered, "i would let you." and so................................he did.
during the 10 minutes afterward that we're on the roof, he pulls me away from the ledge, and we layed down on the platform on the roof, still doing the lip-lock. i laughed, saying this was so surreal, and he asked why. i said, "i never thought i'd ever be up here, with you. i had no idea you had any interest." he said, "i do, very much so." and he kisses me again, stopping briefly to ask if that meant i was attracted to him.
we stayed on the roof, looking up at the stars that were beginning to emerge from the misty clouds. when we went back down, my MySpace Friend was gone, and i left soon after. Rob didn't talk much once we returned to the inner core of Red Eye, and just hugged me when i left. this confuses me, but he did ask if i was coming back tomorrow night.......er, tonight. he said he would probably be busy, but he'd be there. i told him i'd let them know i was there, and have him come out and see me. so...............that means there's hope, right?
am i just setting myself up for a fall again?
meg
after my wednesday, i slept till around 4 or 6pm, depending on what time you count: the time i woke up, or the time i woke up and stayed up. i showered, dressed, read a little, and went to Joes to eat. Lauren ended up joining me for a little, and i got poked fun of by Eric and April, for my endeavors Wednesday. then, as i'm driving to drop in on Michael, i see him and TRavis in the Explorer next to me. they told me they were picking up Dave from work, then going back to Travis' to watch a movie, and asked me to come along. after a brief explanation to Michael of the endeavors Wednesday, Travis and Mike's brother, Dave, soon knew as well, and it was joked about there too. it was.............interesting. especially the part where Travis offered a threesome with Dave and Michael, and none of us really said "no".
here's where it gets weird.
i leave Travis' around 1:45, and head to --where else?-- Red eye. there, i see a guy with curly hair, talking to two friends. i did a double take, and realize its someone from here, MySpace! talk about coincidences. when one of his friends adresses me, i ask if it is really him, and with this figured out, i am invited to join them and talk. sometime towards the end of one of the most interestingly odd conversations i've ever had, Rob (the cute, X Games skater, from Red Eye), bounds over and slides in next to me. he is always quiet, but tonight it was........odd sort of quiet. i did get to talk to him a little when my MySpace friend and his friends got up to leave, and after some small talk about Rob drinking, and more talk to my friend (because his buddies got sidetracked by someone who came in, and stayed), Rob finds out about the result of my Wednesday endeavors. he asks who is going to be # 2, and i laughingly respond with, "Well, i'm waiting for him to take off his sunglasses", in reference to the fact Rob is wearing sunglasses. he does, i laugh, and he makes several more comments about him and i..........yeah. so, at this point, he asks if i want to see the roof of Red Eye, and i agree. he takes me up through this half-finished elevator, through unfinished condos and a penthouse, and up to the great view from atop the building. we joke about throwing stones on passerbys, how falling off the roof would be, and then Rob jumps in with "why did you wait so long to........................" i told him it was because no one wanted me, even the guys i had been in relationships hadn't wanted to. he said they were all idiots, and when i said they all wanted the skinnier model, he responded with, "the brainless idiots obsessed with their looks....." when he asked if it was worth it, i answered honestly, telling him i didn't know yet, i needed to sort stuff out in my head and the situations around me. he was smiling, something i haven't seen him do often, and he kept saying things to me that gave me the impression he had some sort of feelings toward me. then, standing close behind my perch on the ledge (where he had been the entire time we'd been up there), he asked, "if i kissed you, what would you do?" i answered, "i would let you." and so................................he did.
during the 10 minutes afterward that we're on the roof, he pulls me away from the ledge, and we layed down on the platform on the roof, still doing the lip-lock. i laughed, saying this was so surreal, and he asked why. i said, "i never thought i'd ever be up here, with you. i had no idea you had any interest." he said, "i do, very much so." and he kisses me again, stopping briefly to ask if that meant i was attracted to him.
we stayed on the roof, looking up at the stars that were beginning to emerge from the misty clouds. when we went back down, my MySpace Friend was gone, and i left soon after. Rob didn't talk much once we returned to the inner core of Red Eye, and just hugged me when i left. this confuses me, but he did ask if i was coming back tomorrow night.......er, tonight. he said he would probably be busy, but he'd be there. i told him i'd let them know i was there, and have him come out and see me. so...............that means there's hope, right?
am i just setting myself up for a fall again?
meg