you build up city walls so i can never get through
the good:
lil steven, my ridiculously hot server at Red Eye, kissed me on my forehead when he left the restaurant tonight.
the older steven gave me $20 just because i asked him for it. i gave it back, of course, but it made me fell good to know if i needed it he'd give it to me.
michael, one of Red Eye's delivery drivers, and his friend sat next to me and talked to me about life experiences during their meal. they both told me i was beautiful and said they'd come to Joes to see me, even though it was the opposite direction either of them lived.
elliott told chad and james tonight in Joes that he didn't want to be my boyfriend--didn't want a relationship right now--, but he wouldn't mind sleeping with me cause i was really cute and sweet and all.
during our slow beginnings today, elliott grabbed my hand and we did a full ballroom dance around expo, complete with spins, dips, and him singing in my ear.
elliott offered to clean and re-set up a table in my "cleaning" section tonight, without making me do one of his tables in return. this gave him 10 tables to clean, and me only 8.
ryan said i did a good job serving, since this is the first day he has been manager when i've been on the floor.
the bad:
i have officially read all the books i wish to read in my private library collection. i am thirsty for new reading material, and poor as all hell.
i have to work tomorrow, and i suddenly have the severe desire to go back to the Mind and read some of my new work, sing a little, just conversate and be back in my old skin. due to work, i probably won't get out on time.
it's 5 am, the sky is getting brighter and more blue-ish, and i'm not tired. not one bit.
my grandparents--dad's side--are coming down to visit us and (secretly, though i know already) eat in my section at Joes. this means i'll probably be awakened too early for my tastes by the vacuum, my family, or the grandparents themselves. this is already making me feel grouchy.
the ugly.............well, i guess there is no ugly really. just the double shift i have to work saturday, and the distinct possibility i will not get next weekend off for the family camping trip. which sucks.
and now, the final bit of my day, and more space taken up on your friend's page, the New Found Glory song that has been haunting my head all day:
Ending In Tragedy
I tried to save us
but little did I know
you are a speeding train off track
with little time to go
I tried everything
tried so hard to let you know
but now I'm on my last thread
pulling away to know I failed
-yeah, now it's our time
and now it's our time
and I'll see you on the otherside
beneath your skin
there's another side to you
you build up city walls
so I never get through
you build up city walls
so I can never get through
-yeah, now it's our time
and now it's our time
and I'll see you on the otherside
Why would I take it too far
With not thinking about the end at all
If a fortune could say
what the future will bring
Then I'm not convinced
It's ending in tragedy
And most of all
It's in my control
to end it all
yeah, now it's our time
and now it's our time
and I'll see you on the otherside
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