When you were young
You know how people tend to say "its not to late, you can still change everything". Lies. Its all about most things, not all the things, that can be changed. But unfortunatelly if one goes back in time and starts changing events, the variety of the latter will be limited by his education and personal development. For example, i believe many people would want to become richer somehow. Personally, im not into that. All i want, is to change a small part of a dialogue that has ruined my life two years ago and is still torturing me every day since that time. It takes a little for me to understand that in twenty years nothing will change for me.
So, going back to what i wanted to say, is that its not possible to change the one particular part of your life no matter how hard you try. Yes, hollywood movies lie to you. And thats the reason i couldnt stop myself from crying almost every night i spent alone over the last two years. From now I one ill try to resist these thoughts. What will change? I hope ill see the results, although right now its still the only thing that occupies my mind.
So, going back to what i wanted to say, is that its not possible to change the one particular part of your life no matter how hard you try. Yes, hollywood movies lie to you. And thats the reason i couldnt stop myself from crying almost every night i spent alone over the last two years. From now I one ill try to resist these thoughts. What will change? I hope ill see the results, although right now its still the only thing that occupies my mind.
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