gotta pee

Aug 08, 2005 15:22

so i'll make this quick. i gotta quit this crazy shit, i'm not being very supportive of my mother. my birthday happened. some people are dumb. joel will not get away with this. fray's going back to deleware tomorrow. i'm supposed to go skydiving next weekend, it rained when i was about to dive on Sunday. Daimes and Moliak rock for giving me presents and being the only ones to really acknowledge my birthday, cept Shea. my birthday would have been much better under different circumstances, mostly if my mother wasn't rehab and if someone very important hadn't purposely ignored it while knowing full well how much it would hurt me. moving on.....
i've decided to just let my school pick out courses for me, so that i don't have to keep stressing. keith sleeps with his eyes a little bit open. i need to stop getting so strung out for no reason. i'm done after this, i was just finishing off what i had.
lately, people have given me many, many reasons not to place trust in others. i tried to give my trust, for once, and it was absolutely the wrong move in every way imaginable. I really pray that college is a new beginning for me, and that maybe i can grow past this 8-year stint of dissatisfaction. someone love me! i really need someone now, more than ever. a spider bit my foot. look at the ham....

--more confused than Dwayne Hoover
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