Apr 25, 2005 19:12
i guess it's been awhile. spring break was horrible. had nowhere to live for a week and did some things while drunk that i'm not particularly proud of. actually, that something else significantly annoying happened on friday night due to alcohol. it was nice being with Daimes, but i must say that guys just confuse me. silence does not mean yes. Apparently w/financial aid/hope/academic scholarships/grants, i'm getting $25,000 for this year of school. that's a lot. i'm excited. it's not a full ride, but it's quite more than expected. i skipped school today to do several projects/papers, one of which was due two weeks ago. guess how much work i've completed? next to nothing. i need some addies or something. i keep falling asleep. brah. all i can get is speed, and i can't do that, so i'm out of luck. so this weekend i furthur realized my aversion to immorality. i couldn't even explain why certain things bothered me so much, but i get nauseous and uncomfortable in a lot of situations, particularly those related to what occured on friday night. bleh. i'm putting off a lot of pertinent work right now, so it seems best to finish the post.
never trust a monkey
love,
lynzy