I.....Ching
things seem to be looking up. scholarship to the school i want to go to, car, pretty ok grades i think, Neutral Milk Hotel, awesome mayhem, and extremely loyal and awesome best friend (tiki!), spring weather, general resolution with my father, and a copy of Ulysses. yeh, the weather makes things a lot better. i do need to find some way to motivate myself to do school work though. it's very difficult to do so because i already got accepted, my average won't change much no matter what, and we're graduating in less than two months. i'm pretty sure i'm falling behind a bit. i dont want to write essays for film. it's film. i guess i should go and write at least something, while i'm still manic-ish and night hasn't brought me back down to earth.