Mar 21, 2006 15:13
I've finally said good bye to you, after 3 long years. I think that part of me is always going to love you. I finally realised, that no matter how great or wonderful you think I am, you're not going to be with me. I have to let you go completely, because as long as you're any part of my life, I'm always going to be waiting and hoping for you to come around and realise that I could make you happy.
You've made it clear that that's not going to happen and I've been foolish to let this go on for as long as I have. I've been hurting myself just to keep you in my life. It's not easy letting you go like this. I really do like you and think that you are such a wonderful person. I wanted to be able to share all my joy, my happiness, my laughter and my sadness with you, but you can't be the one I share those things with anymore. So many things will happen to me. I'll change, my life will change and you won't be there to see it. And that'll be one of the things I miss the most.
It's going to be hard but I'm going to start living my life without you in it. I won't see you anymore. I won't call you anymore. I won't talk about you anymore. Eventually I'll stop thinking about you. And that'll be that. I'll be completely over you.
Have a good life Tommy. Be happy and cherish everything that I've given to you. Maybe one day we can friends, maybe not. We had what we had and it was good while we had it.
So here's to you and here's to me
Here's to all that's been and all that will be
And here, my dear is to the end of us.