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Got a call from my mom on the way into Day Treatment saying Carol Eillers had just called her, and said that Tali was loose. I said I couldn't drop what I was doing and catch him, could Carol Eillers or the neighbors do it? She said she'd call them, I texted back and said I'd ask to be let out if Mom couldn't find anyone else who could catch him, though I couldn't understand how Carol Eillers wouldn't have gotten out of her car and contained the dangerous loose animal before he hurt himself or someone else. Maybe she had an important appointment or something that she absolutely couldn't miss. Anyway, I got permission to get out of ADT to catch Tali once my mom called back and confirmed that she couldn't get a hold of the neighbors and Carol Eillers couldn't do it. So I drove back, and saw Tali down in the neighbor's paddock, with the gates open. He didn't look like he was going anywhere anytime soon, so I decided to forgo closing the gate in favor of driving up to get a halter and leadroap. And fuck if Carol Eillers wasn't there, just walking around going "La la la I'm not looking for your horse whatever."
No, that's not what she said, she said, "I can't find him, Tali is gone."
HE WAS RIGHT FUCKING THERE. IN THE NEIGHBOR'S YARD. SHE WAS JUST WALKING AROUND FUSSING WITH HER DUMB FUCKING FENCES AND TALI WAS WALKING AROUND LOOSE. WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK.
I had to miss a fucking APPOINTMENT for this, and the asshole was right there to catch him, but noooooooo it's not her hooooooorse so I guess in Carol Eillers Land all she's obligated to do is call my mom in Minnesota and tell her that her horse is out might wanna do something about it.
Then tonight when I went to close Tali in, the gates to close Catch and Hillary out of the run-in so Tali could eat were gone, and it was dark, and I couldn't find them. So I had to keep chasing horses in and out of the shed, Tali got into the feed, I couldn't close him off from Catch or Hill so I ended up not giving him beat pulp, just tossing in some extra hay and spread it out a bit. Then I left Eillers a note saying "Did you have a REASON to hide the gates from me, or do you just enjoy making everyone else's lives as complicated as possible?" with an addendum "You know what, don't even answer, I don't even fucking care." Then I left.
Now I'm on ambien.
I'd been trying to get into the habit of putting up 1 post of my own art every day on Tumblr, in addition to quarantining any fannishness. Third goal was to accomplish these goals while not on Ambien. Tumblrng while on Ambien is proscribed, so no getting the first two done after pill is taken. But Tumblr was down and I could not fulfill my directives for the day, and I was really surprised about how much that upset me. Interrupted routine! NOOOOOOOOOO dammit. Anyway I'm falling asleep now good night.