Oct 02, 2005 02:26
Here is the thing.
I am in love with something that wont happen.
That kills me.
On the other hand, I am finally doing well in school.
That is ok.
I have a new job, it is one of the best things that has ever happened to me.
The best thing that happened to me, is the thing that won't happen.
I am a mess.
But! I love everyone that bothers to read this.
Thank you for being so patient with me while I pick my brain.
One person can give me answers, and it won't happen.
I have had three nervous breakdowns in the past week.
I need a hug from anyone willing.
---Marcus