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Mar 27, 2006 22:46

Im uncomfortable talking about it leave it at that.

im a private person, i like to keep things private...i dont like telling my parents and sometimes even you about things.

i dont want to hear what they have to say.
i dont want to hear what you have to say.

no one in this family ever takes things lightly and no one in this family understands one bit about compassion and not raising a tone at one another.

im sick and tired of tones and uncompassionate feelings.

we are only compassionate when things really go wrong or for some reason it just clicks. i dont want to deal with this

there is a reason why i dont call home all the time.

i know they care.
i know they want to be there for me.
i know they want to be part of my life.

but for some reason..this is the one thing my body is very private about and my mind likes to keep b/t me, myself and friends.

im bothered by talking to them about it, not because of the act itself but because my parents have to know about it. My parents. im their youngest. im their baby. mother always told me i will always be her baby.

how comfortable would you be if your baby told you that they were doing something that yes grown adults do with guys/girls. you would feel uncomfortable!!!! argh.

why does my sister always push,push, push....telling me what is right for me, telling me what i need
...what do i need alexa? please tell me because obviously you know what is the best

im bothered by it..that does not make me immature.
i dont want to hear what my parents have to say.

i know i need to tell them.
but i dont need you to tell me. at least in the way that you do.

im really bothered and aggrivated right now.

aaarrggghhhhhh...wwhhhyyyy????
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