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im sitting here at the library, not really consintrating on homework which is what i should be doing cause i have a lot of it. But ive lost my motivation again, burning out again, blah blah blah.
Home could not come soon enough. And everyone reading this, yep home for all of us could not come sooner.
so i just wanted to say in a way however, that ive realized i have not really been myself at all this semester actually. I do not know really what has been happening to me but i havent felt myself. I wanted to apologize to everyone really and i dont know really how to say this without writing it out somehow.
but yea, i dont know what is going on this semester but i hope to fix it.
maybe.
i hope.
sort of feel out of touch, feel lost...i need to go home.
but will home really cure the problem? i keep telling myself that. that home will solve the problem, that i will be myself once again. will i? will i be myself once again? i would really like to be. i hate this not being happy all the time. its quite aggrivating when i cant be happy all the time...sort of sad right?
well i wrote this more to apologize and to say im going to try to fix it so things can be less werid.
oh november 22 please please please come even closer.
Home could not come soon enough. And everyone reading this, yep home for all of us could not come sooner.
so i just wanted to say in a way however, that ive realized i have not really been myself at all this semester actually. I do not know really what has been happening to me but i havent felt myself. I wanted to apologize to everyone really and i dont know really how to say this without writing it out somehow.
but yea, i dont know what is going on this semester but i hope to fix it.
maybe.
i hope.
sort of feel out of touch, feel lost...i need to go home.
but will home really cure the problem? i keep telling myself that. that home will solve the problem, that i will be myself once again. will i? will i be myself once again? i would really like to be. i hate this not being happy all the time. its quite aggrivating when i cant be happy all the time...sort of sad right?
well i wrote this more to apologize and to say im going to try to fix it so things can be less werid.
oh november 22 please please please come even closer.