Sep 12, 2005 18:59
Where do these people come from? i dont understand...nothing makes any sense. Im glad im single again...i have way too much stuff to do and things i want to do with everyone to deal with someone who is so young but so old and cant act like a mature adult. I am going to make sure i dont encounter this type of older guy who cant act like his age again. No more over emotional shit! no more exclusive only you crap and dont acting on anything you say! no more whenever i feel like being with you or talking to you we can do things! no more no more no more! i am not anymore going to deal with these guys. Nope. Nada. Never.
freakin a where do these people come from? its like attract to me like im a light or something that they need to buzz around. Geez! GO AWAY!!! ggooo awaaaayyyy.... my life does not need to revolve around you and my life does not need you.
Im going to make sure i become what my mother has told me about who i was named after. I was named after Lauren Bacall for my grandmother because my grandmother believed (as my mom put it) that she was a smart, beautiful, independent, real woman. And that is exactly what im going to stay towards. I mean hey, lauren bacall was awesome! i mean its lauren bacall! so independent and real woman it is.
ok i needed to write that down. off to take a shower...FREAKIN PEOPLE!