I feel safe when I'm with you.
For those of you who know me well enough to know about my hardships,
I'd like for all of you to know that I am not a victim. I am in fact the reason for my hardships. I've lied to Jenny on many occasions even about unimportant things. Sometimes unknowingly and other times intentionally. I've hung out with people and not told her. I've also cheated on her, never physically, but cheated none the less. I called adult hotlines on several occasions and even after getting off the phone with her. She has no reason to even talk to me yet her voice is something I'd die for. The reason for this post is not for sympathy, but for prayer. Prayer that maybe someday she can see that I truly do love her to the end of the world. I'd do anything for her wish to be with her again someday. For now I can only sit and wait and hope that she can someday forgive me for my actions.
"When you kiss me,
Without uttering a single word,
You speak to my soul."
I'd like for all of you to know that I am not a victim. I am in fact the reason for my hardships. I've lied to Jenny on many occasions even about unimportant things. Sometimes unknowingly and other times intentionally. I've hung out with people and not told her. I've also cheated on her, never physically, but cheated none the less. I called adult hotlines on several occasions and even after getting off the phone with her. She has no reason to even talk to me yet her voice is something I'd die for. The reason for this post is not for sympathy, but for prayer. Prayer that maybe someday she can see that I truly do love her to the end of the world. I'd do anything for her wish to be with her again someday. For now I can only sit and wait and hope that she can someday forgive me for my actions.
"When you kiss me,
Without uttering a single word,
You speak to my soul."