Mar 11, 2004 09:19
Everything feels kinda heavy today, like someone turned up gravity without telling me. I feel like I'm being pulled down, maybe I'm just more aware of gravity today, more sensitive to it. Maybe it's just everything weighing on my shoulders at the minute, I have a busy week ahead of me. Maybe the subtle changes in my blood chemistry that have come from my current state of mind and mild depression have made my blood thicker. My heart seems to be taking more effort to pump my blood round my body and my muscles are tired, my body just doesn't want to do anything today. It feels like my heart is giving up before my head, maybe it's trying to tell me something...