Dec 14, 2004 20:54
sooooo today i texted brice cause he wasnt in school and i asked if he still wanted me to come over to do his hair... no reply. so i texted him again in 4th hour and he said...
brice: "ill call you when i want you too
me: "well i have to do it after school"
Brice: "then never mind come over thursday or sumthin"
me: "whats your fucking problem? im busy on thursday im comming over to get my stuff. if you dont want your hair cut then forget it."
brice "o fucking k"
this is when i started to cry again. so i went over to his house and he was sleeping ... go figure. i ewnt into his room and grabbed my cd... my bra... and some books i let him borrow, asked if he wanted some of the other stuff... noticed he took all my pictures off the wall.. then we started talking and i just kept bringing up all the fun times we had together... (note: im not trying to get him back) he cried a little. and i asked why and he wouldnt tell me... but later he said it was because he forgot all thoes things. BUT he still doesnt miss them or me. and then i asked if i could kiss him one more time... and he said he didnt care and i was like... brice i wont if you dont want me to and he was like... i said i dont care so i jumped on top of him and kissed him... it felt good... but there were no fireworks. i'll leave out what happend next... (use your imagination) but then he got in the shower i left him a letter. but he didnt find it yet... oh well. he will. anyways. we are still going to be friends. and thats all i wanted.
so heather came and picked me up... and we went to taco bell. then she came over to my place and we just chilled for a while. a long while in fact she didnt leave til liek 15 minuets ago. i love heather.
im going to miss amanda and chris and blythe and elizabeth and chester and cinamin and ella and even bill. and rick and blaine. i love you guys just like family you have no idea and we still totaly have to hang out sometimes. no matter what brice says (hehe)