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hi, my name is becky.
sorry i suck at updating, i just figure no one wants to read my crap. OH WELL YOU ARE NOW! AAAHAHAHAHAH! anyway...
started my last semester at umcp, THANK GOODNESS bc i'm so tired of college life. need job and money to pay my pimps, yo. but things are going ok in school, classes don't seem too ridiculously hard and are just the usual, reading and writing. although...
i have an internship. yes...non-payed work for becky. i'm interning at a preschool on campus which means it's an super ritzy place to send kids. all of the teacher have masters degrees and many years of experience with children so it really is good childcare. thankfully, i don't have to clean up throw up or wipe poopy butts so it's nice, the teachers have to do that. haha. i didn't think i'd like working with the kids so much because my nephews are little devils but these kids are better behaved, with the exception of one child that i don't have to deal with, thankfully. but i enjoy when they ask me (miss. phelps btw) to read them a book or if they'd like me to help them at the art table. which reminds me, i'm not allowed to color or do any art...it sucks bc i love to color. they want the kids to be independent and create their own art so if they want us to help them color, we have to encourage the kids to do it themselves and help them verbally through the process. i guess that's good bc kids tend to copy off of adults. but, i am enjoying it and hopeuflly i can get in my 120 hours bc if i'm even one hour short at the end of the semester, i fail the class and therefore cannot graduate. i'd be pissed, so i'm sneaking in 15 minutes every once and while.
family....still messed up. don't like seeing my oldest brother, love my rents but don't get to see them much. so yeah...i'm heading home this weekend to have a mommy/daughter day. yay!
new roommate, cool. she ate my food at the beginning but i think it's gotten through her head that i buy food for me to eat, not her. otherwise, it's cool. the newer apt is nicer and has more room. speaking of which, we're having a welcoming/birthday party ont he 28th and if interested, come over bc you're cool.
love life: none. i hate guys right now. long story, but i'm tired of those who just want sex and immature retards. i need a man, not a boy. stability is a big plus bc i have my own crap to take care of. been asked on dates by guys i'm extremely suprised would even talk to me, but they fell through...figures. not searching for a guy anymore, just kinda letting things happen if they happen. don't really have time to look for guys. did the fooling around without feelings kinda thing...but it's seriously unsatisfying and not really even worth it so i'm waiting...kinda like a virgin...touched for the very first time...yeah.
anyway, time for my internship class, so....BS. toodles.
p.s. is it gross that i have a major crush on jason hawes from ghost hunters even though he's 35? yeah...i'm stoked today bc it's ghost hunters night...i pooped a little bc i'm so excited. *giggle*
sorry i suck at updating, i just figure no one wants to read my crap. OH WELL YOU ARE NOW! AAAHAHAHAHAH! anyway...
started my last semester at umcp, THANK GOODNESS bc i'm so tired of college life. need job and money to pay my pimps, yo. but things are going ok in school, classes don't seem too ridiculously hard and are just the usual, reading and writing. although...
i have an internship. yes...non-payed work for becky. i'm interning at a preschool on campus which means it's an super ritzy place to send kids. all of the teacher have masters degrees and many years of experience with children so it really is good childcare. thankfully, i don't have to clean up throw up or wipe poopy butts so it's nice, the teachers have to do that. haha. i didn't think i'd like working with the kids so much because my nephews are little devils but these kids are better behaved, with the exception of one child that i don't have to deal with, thankfully. but i enjoy when they ask me (miss. phelps btw) to read them a book or if they'd like me to help them at the art table. which reminds me, i'm not allowed to color or do any art...it sucks bc i love to color. they want the kids to be independent and create their own art so if they want us to help them color, we have to encourage the kids to do it themselves and help them verbally through the process. i guess that's good bc kids tend to copy off of adults. but, i am enjoying it and hopeuflly i can get in my 120 hours bc if i'm even one hour short at the end of the semester, i fail the class and therefore cannot graduate. i'd be pissed, so i'm sneaking in 15 minutes every once and while.
family....still messed up. don't like seeing my oldest brother, love my rents but don't get to see them much. so yeah...i'm heading home this weekend to have a mommy/daughter day. yay!
new roommate, cool. she ate my food at the beginning but i think it's gotten through her head that i buy food for me to eat, not her. otherwise, it's cool. the newer apt is nicer and has more room. speaking of which, we're having a welcoming/birthday party ont he 28th and if interested, come over bc you're cool.
love life: none. i hate guys right now. long story, but i'm tired of those who just want sex and immature retards. i need a man, not a boy. stability is a big plus bc i have my own crap to take care of. been asked on dates by guys i'm extremely suprised would even talk to me, but they fell through...figures. not searching for a guy anymore, just kinda letting things happen if they happen. don't really have time to look for guys. did the fooling around without feelings kinda thing...but it's seriously unsatisfying and not really even worth it so i'm waiting...kinda like a virgin...touched for the very first time...yeah.
anyway, time for my internship class, so....BS. toodles.
p.s. is it gross that i have a major crush on jason hawes from ghost hunters even though he's 35? yeah...i'm stoked today bc it's ghost hunters night...i pooped a little bc i'm so excited. *giggle*