Lot's Of Stuff And Random Rants *LOL*
Well, I was talking to my friend Maly the other day and she asked me what was eating me and I told her about Jen and my Cousin...I dunno, I guess you could say that losing 2 people you care about at almost the same time kinda really kills you when you're trying to move on from the first. She told me that maybe the last four years of my life wasn't really going anywhere and that this was a clean slate given to me to start over again because obviously the other way wasn't going to lead me anywhere. You know what...that sorta made some sense *LOL*
Anyway, I was talking to a friend of mines (I won't say her name xD) over IM later that day and a friend of mines called me up to ask me if I wanted to go see his friend's band "No Halo" preform http://www.myspace.com/nohalomusic (*LOL* Just promoting ;p they aren't that bad)I figured I didn't have anything to do so why not and I didn't feel like going alone so while I was still over messenger I asked her if she would like to go with me and she told me yes ^^
The show was alright I introduced her to lots of people I know there *lol* then it was getting late around 1 almost 2 am and we were getting the munchies but unfortunately everything is closed about that time so I got this crazy idea that came into my mind and I was like "You know what I used to do as a kid?" so I drove all the way out into the middle of nowhere where my Mom and my Aunt's farm was at, started a small fire, got a few corn out of the field and started to roast them *LOL* I remember doing that all the time when I was small ;D
So there we were, with the Car Radio Blasting, roasting corn and just talking and soon enough she asked me why we stopped dating because I just abruptly ended it one day, I met her about 2 years ago in class at my college...at that time, Jen had suggested that we should try and talk to other people and I did. She's really awesome I feel in love with her right away ^^ we have a lot in common and we're both really crazy *lol* Then I just ended it one day.
I told her the reason why was that when I told Jen about her, Jen she kinda gets jealous and at the time I was still in love with her and I figured that if she got jealous, then that means that I have a shot with her...
Fast Forward 2 years later *LOL* and she's gone
I finally figured that (Yes...I'm slow when it comes to this) she was waiting for soooo long for me to see her again... haha reminds me of myself ;p
I just find it ironic that I spent so long trying to chase after a shadow when the real thing was in front of me all the time...boy I feel like an idiot ;p I really want to see where this go because can you believe it? I was happy with her ;) not with Jen but happy with her that early morning.
Hahaha On To My Random Rants:
Do anyone finds it amusing that the "Anti-War Demonstrators were violent at the Republican Conference? *LMAO* don't that defeats the whole purpose? xD
This game was impossible for me as a kiddo *LMAO* my sibs and I could never pass it, it was soooooooo hard Dx *lol* what can I say ;p I'm a nerd ;p
I used to be soooo good at this game but I haven't touched it in years...Can't even pass this game now even with 9 continues o.O?! It's soooo hard I just want to blow my brains out xD I just want to pass this stage Garrghh!!!
Hahaha I'll go away now ;p
"Stone In Love" ~ Journey (You Gotta Love Steve Perry ;D)
Those crazy nights, I do remember in my youth
I do recall, those were the best times, most of all
In the heat with a blue jean girl
Burnin' love comes once in a lifetime
She found me singing by the rail road track
Took me home, we danced by moonlight
Those summer nights are callin',
stone in love
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
stone in love
Old dusty roads, led to the river
Runnin' slow
She pulled me down, and in clover
We'd go 'round
In the heat with a blue jean girl
Burnin' love comes once in a lifetime
Oo the memories never fade away
Golden girl, I'll keep you forever.
Those summer nights are callin',
stone in love
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
stone in love
Anyway, I was talking to a friend of mines (I won't say her name xD) over IM later that day and a friend of mines called me up to ask me if I wanted to go see his friend's band "No Halo" preform http://www.myspace.com/nohalomusic (*LOL* Just promoting ;p they aren't that bad)I figured I didn't have anything to do so why not and I didn't feel like going alone so while I was still over messenger I asked her if she would like to go with me and she told me yes ^^
The show was alright I introduced her to lots of people I know there *lol* then it was getting late around 1 almost 2 am and we were getting the munchies but unfortunately everything is closed about that time so I got this crazy idea that came into my mind and I was like "You know what I used to do as a kid?" so I drove all the way out into the middle of nowhere where my Mom and my Aunt's farm was at, started a small fire, got a few corn out of the field and started to roast them *LOL* I remember doing that all the time when I was small ;D
So there we were, with the Car Radio Blasting, roasting corn and just talking and soon enough she asked me why we stopped dating because I just abruptly ended it one day, I met her about 2 years ago in class at my college...at that time, Jen had suggested that we should try and talk to other people and I did. She's really awesome I feel in love with her right away ^^ we have a lot in common and we're both really crazy *lol* Then I just ended it one day.
I told her the reason why was that when I told Jen about her, Jen she kinda gets jealous and at the time I was still in love with her and I figured that if she got jealous, then that means that I have a shot with her...
Fast Forward 2 years later *LOL* and she's gone
I finally figured that (Yes...I'm slow when it comes to this) she was waiting for soooo long for me to see her again... haha reminds me of myself ;p
I just find it ironic that I spent so long trying to chase after a shadow when the real thing was in front of me all the time...boy I feel like an idiot ;p I really want to see where this go because can you believe it? I was happy with her ;) not with Jen but happy with her that early morning.
Hahaha On To My Random Rants:
Do anyone finds it amusing that the "Anti-War Demonstrators were violent at the Republican Conference? *LMAO* don't that defeats the whole purpose? xD
This game was impossible for me as a kiddo *LMAO* my sibs and I could never pass it, it was soooooooo hard Dx *lol* what can I say ;p I'm a nerd ;p
Click to viewI used to be soooo good at this game but I haven't touched it in years...Can't even pass this game now even with 9 continues o.O?! It's soooo hard I just want to blow my brains out xD I just want to pass this stage Garrghh!!!
Hahaha I'll go away now ;p
"Stone In Love" ~ Journey (You Gotta Love Steve Perry ;D)
Those crazy nights, I do remember in my youth
I do recall, those were the best times, most of all
In the heat with a blue jean girl
Burnin' love comes once in a lifetime
She found me singing by the rail road track
Took me home, we danced by moonlight
Those summer nights are callin',
stone in love
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
stone in love
Old dusty roads, led to the river
Runnin' slow
She pulled me down, and in clover
We'd go 'round
In the heat with a blue jean girl
Burnin' love comes once in a lifetime
Oo the memories never fade away
Golden girl, I'll keep you forever.
Those summer nights are callin',
stone in love
Can't help myself I'm fallin'
stone in love