That was a REALLY weird dream
So I've been really moping around here for a little WAY too long so I do apologize Haha, I'm doing great! I feel like a million bucks right now n_n!
*lol* I had a somewhat weird dream last night where I guess I felt, betrayed, bitter and sad about the whole thing so I was transforming into some dark creature when I was walking in downtown and was going to murder everyone I saw because I felt the whole world was against me, so just before I was going to kill someone Bernie Mac Grabbed me by the arm *LOL* and Asked Me For A Sandwhich *LMAO* which I happened to pull it out of my Pant Pocket and gave it to him, He told me "Don't Let The Darkness Take Over" and I started to vent to him, like "Why not? I've always done what was asked of me, never complain about anything even if I was tired as fuck I'd always get up and do something if someone had asked me, I never said bad thing or talk ill of anyone, I always took care of everyone I love and thensome but I don't get it, why does bad things keep happening to me?"
So Bernie Finished his sandwhich and he just patted me three times on my right shoulder and said "You're A Good Boy" *LOL* and he walked away ;p
And he was right *LOL* I can't change who I am, I know my values of like virtue, honor, and respect are highly outdated today but that's what makes me me, And I shouldn't let things like Jen leaving bother me. I dunno, but I just felt soooo much better after dreaming about that. I don't even really know who Bernie Mac is FYI *LOL* I might catch his shows maybe once in a while not really watching it but just for noise effects while I'm doing something else. And I think he passed away this weekend? ;/ how sad, Well Bernie, For appearing in my dream and helping me find my way again Thanx bro I'll try to make it up to you someday *LOL*
So yeah, I'm Feeling great! I'm gonna go donate some blood right now, head over to my college and mess around with my former clubs/club members, I even invited my friends to come join me at this pizza/pub place by my house which ROCKS *LOL* Things are awesome
"November Rain" ~ Guns N' Roses
*lol* I had a somewhat weird dream last night where I guess I felt, betrayed, bitter and sad about the whole thing so I was transforming into some dark creature when I was walking in downtown and was going to murder everyone I saw because I felt the whole world was against me, so just before I was going to kill someone Bernie Mac Grabbed me by the arm *LOL* and Asked Me For A Sandwhich *LMAO* which I happened to pull it out of my Pant Pocket and gave it to him, He told me "Don't Let The Darkness Take Over" and I started to vent to him, like "Why not? I've always done what was asked of me, never complain about anything even if I was tired as fuck I'd always get up and do something if someone had asked me, I never said bad thing or talk ill of anyone, I always took care of everyone I love and thensome but I don't get it, why does bad things keep happening to me?"
So Bernie Finished his sandwhich and he just patted me three times on my right shoulder and said "You're A Good Boy" *LOL* and he walked away ;p
And he was right *LOL* I can't change who I am, I know my values of like virtue, honor, and respect are highly outdated today but that's what makes me me, And I shouldn't let things like Jen leaving bother me. I dunno, but I just felt soooo much better after dreaming about that. I don't even really know who Bernie Mac is FYI *LOL* I might catch his shows maybe once in a while not really watching it but just for noise effects while I'm doing something else. And I think he passed away this weekend? ;/ how sad, Well Bernie, For appearing in my dream and helping me find my way again Thanx bro I'll try to make it up to you someday *LOL*
So yeah, I'm Feeling great! I'm gonna go donate some blood right now, head over to my college and mess around with my former clubs/club members, I even invited my friends to come join me at this pizza/pub place by my house which ROCKS *LOL* Things are awesome
Click to view"November Rain" ~ Guns N' Roses