Angsting in Prison

[space_heart_boy]

[Sitting curled up with his head on his knees, Quatre is beating himself up for what he has done.]

[Private, but totally hackable because of his current mental state.]

How....How could I do something like that?  It was bad enough that I destroyed that one colony, but to attack my friends?  They even tried to reason with me, but I was just too

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[zomg_teh_rei]

*hangs just outside the door, as though trying to decide whether to enter or leave*

[space_heart_boy]

*thinks he hears something, so lifts his head up off his knees*

Hello? Is someone out there?

[zomg_teh_rei]

*walks in and stands, looking at him, not saying anything*

[space_heart_boy]

I should have realized it was you, Rei. It's good to see you again, though I'm sorry it had to be like this.

[zomg_teh_rei]

...It hurt.

Believing you were dead.

[space_heart_boy]

I'm really, really sorry about that. I was going to let people here know I was all right but...things happened, and I lost myself for awhile.

[zomg_teh_rei]

I see.

...

I didn't understand why I was feeling the way I did. I had never felt such things before. And I don't understand what I'm feeling now.

[space_heart_boy]

I can't say for sure, since I don't know much about you. But maybe you feel like you do because you care about what happens to the people around you.