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I'm in what would be called a "funk".
I feel like I am either disappointing or annoying people every time I open my mouth.
Everything I do is wrong.
I need a boy around to make me feel pretty.
It's so disappointing that I don't think I am pretty at all.
Life would be so much easier if I was okay with my body.
I look at myself and see something disgusting.
And I hate it when boys don't give me attention.
Because then they see the same thing I do.
And I really hoped they didn't.
Okay.